| PERIOD ONE | 003 |
| PERIOD TWO | 017 |
| PERIOD THREE | 023 |
| PERIOD FOUR | 027 |
| PERIOD FIVE | 030 |
| PERIOD SIX | 036 |
| PERIOD SEVEN | 040 |
| PERIOD EIGHT | 051 |
| PERIOD NINE | 054 |
| PERIOD TEN | 055 |
| N1I19 RELATED INCIDENTS | 057 |
| THE PSYCHIATRIST | 060 |
| G E HERNDON | 061 |
| Q-273 | 063 |
| MAGGIE | 064 |
| R WALTON | 065 |
| THE ELECTRICIAN | 067 |
| MR. KENNEDY | 067 |
| THE NYMPHOMANIAC | 068 |
| EDWARD | 068 |
| THE SOLDIER | 069 |
| THE GIRL FROM LSU | 070 |
| THE GIRL WITH THE SCAR | 071 |
| CLAUDIA | 071 |
| POLICY STATEMENT | 074 |
| PATRICIA B. WEST | 074 |
| DEARMAN | 075 |
| JAMES HENRY | 075 |
| BILLY GRAHAM | 077 |
| WILLIAM CHRISTIAN SUPER | 077 |
| CHARLOTTE LAMAR | 079 |
| PHILIP A. SCHAEFER | 079 |
| W. L. WAALS | 080 |
| MARY JANE ALEXANDER | 081 |
| RALPH WELLS BUDDINGTON | 082 |
| JOYCE JEAN LEMMONS | 083 |
| DR & MRS METZ | 083 |
| MARTHA WICKETT | 084 |
| WALKER | 084 |
| SEVERENCE KELLY | 085 |
| J. B. LA ROSE | 086 |
| CHARITY HOSPITAL OF NEW ORLEANS (HB5) | 087 |
| SOUTHEAST LOUISIANA HOSPITAL (HB6) | 095 |
| SOUTHEASTERN M H CLINIC (HB7) | 105 |
| EAST LOUISIANA HOSPITAL (HB9) | 111 |
| INTRODUCTION | 123 |
| OBSOLETE PROCEDURES | 124 |
| MELLARIL | 125 |
| THORAZINE | 127 |
| STELAZINE | 129 |
| HALDOL | 130 |
| PROLIXIN | 131 |
| LSD-25 | 133 |
| FUTURE SHOCK | 135 |
| ANTI PSYCHOTIC DRUGS | 136 |
| SOURCES OF INFORMATION ON DRUGS | 137 |
| THE SECRET OF THE MAJOR TRANQUILIZERS | 140 |
| THE METAPHYSICS OF THE MAJOR TRANQUILIZERS | 140 |
| SUMMARY | 142 |
| THE MENTAL HOSPITAL SYSTEM AND CIVIL RIGHTS | 143 |
| ORIGIN OF THE "OLD LAW" | 146 |
| THE "OLD LAW" IN PRACTICE | 147 |
| ORIGIN OF THE "NEW LAW" | 151 |
| THE "NEW LAW" IN PRACTICE | 151 |
| THE 1978-1979 LA. LAW REVISIONS | 152 |
| THE LOUISIANA MEDICAL POLICE FORCE | 155 |
| THE LA. LAW IN THEORY & PRACTICE AS OF 1980 | 156 |
| PREFACE TO THE FORMAL RELIGIOUS ARGUMENTS | 160 |
| THE FORMAL RELIGIOUS ARGUMENTS | 161 |
| INTRODUCTION | 168 |
| LABELS AND DEFINITIONS | 168 |
| THE ORIGINS OF PSYCHIATRY | 172 |
| THE MANDATE OF PSYCHIATRY | 174 |
| A QUICK COURSE IN NATIONAL SECURITY | 176 |
| PSYCHIATRY IN PRACTICE | 177 |
| DRUGS AND THE NATIONAL INTEREST | 181 |
| TULANE UNIVERSITY AND THE "IDA" | 182 |
| PSYCHIATRY AND RELIGION | 183 |
| CENTERS FOR CONDUCTING MEDICAL EXPERIMENTS IN THE NEW ORLEANS AREA | 185 |
| THE OFFICIAL POLICY OF IGNORANCE | 186 |
| THE SECRETS OF MENTAL ILLNESS | 187 |
| CONVERSION FACTORS FROM THE "MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM"
TO THE "CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM" |
189 |
| FEDERAL BENEFITS | 190 |
| THE ROLE OF PSYCHIATRY IN THE STRATEGIC NATIONAL MODEL | 194 |
| THE GENERAL THEORETICAL MODEL FOR THE BEHAVIOR OF THE
US GOVERNMENT TOWARDS CITIZENS |
198 |
| THE MEDICAL SECRETS | 200 |
| THE SECRETS OF EVIL | 203 |
| ANTI TECHNIQUES FOR THE SCHIZOPHRENIC GROUP | 204 |
| RELIGIOUS LEVEL EXPLANATIONS FOR SAMPLE MENTAL ILLNESS CASES | 206 |
| UNDERSTANDING WHERE PSYCHIATRISTS ARE "COMING FROM" | 208 |
| RELIGIOUS WAR | 209 |
| THE PLAIN TRUTH ABOUT PSYCHIATRY | 210 |
| SUMMARY | 211 |
| INTRODUCTION | |
| THE YEARS WITH AMY AND AL BUTTERWORTH | |
| THE REQUESTED COMMITMENTS | |
| A TRIP TO THE TULANE MEDICAL CENTER | |
| A TRIP TO THE LSU MEDICAL CENTER | |
| ON THE NOTION OF INCOMPETENCE | |
| ON THE NOTION OF IGNORING CRIMINALS AND PUNISHING VICTIMS | |
| "BAIT AND SWITCH" MEDICAL STYLE | |
| THE MICHAEL TRAINA INTERVIEWS | |
| THE "OTHER SIDE" OF TULANE UNIVERSITY | |
| PART OF THE COST OF A MEDICAL DEGREE IS PAID IN BLOOD | |
| THE RECIPE FOR MIND CONTROL | |
| THE HEROIN GAME | |
| WHAT KIND OF "OATH" DO DOCTORS TAKE ? | |
| THE SLAVE LABOR MARKET IN FORMER MENTAL PATIENTS | |
| PSYCHIATRY AS A STATE RELIGION | |
| MURDER BY PARTS | |
| PATERNALISM | |
| THE DAMAGED HUMAN BODY MARKET | |
| YOU ONLY HAVE TO FOOL HALF OF THE PEOPLE HALF OF THE TIME | |
| ROLLERBALL - THE GAME YOU CAN'T WIN | |
| GENETIC GENOCIDE | |
| MEDICAL ENTRAPMENT AND THE ADVERSARY TECHNIQUE | |
| STRANGE ETHICS | |
| DR. HEATH'S ROBOTS | |
| DR. HEATH SPEAKS | |
| A TRIP TO THE ZOO | |
| SOCIETY IS THE REAL PATIENT | |
| TULANE UNIVERSITY AND THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATION | |
| BRAINWASHING | |
| MURDER AND RAPE THERAPY | |
| MEDIEVAL MEDICINE RE-BORN | |
| WORDS OF WISDOM | |
| THE "US TRIP" | |
| CULTS AND THERAPEUTIC COMMUNITIES | |
| QUESTIONING THE LEGITIMACY OF THE US GOVERNMENT | |
| OCCULT ACTIVITIES AT CHARITY HOSPITAL (HB5) | |
| THE NURSING HOMES | |
| THE LAW OF KARMA IN N1I19 | |
| SQUIRREL |
| INTRODUCTION TO SECTION NINE | |
| PERIOD ONE | |
| PERIOD THREE | |
| PERIOD FIVE | |
| PERIOD SEVEN | |
| PERIOD NINE | |
| PERIODS TWO, FOUR, SIX, EIGHT AND TEN |
| EXPLANATION OF CHARGES | |
| CHARGES AGAINST ORGANIZATIONS | |
| CHARGES AGAINST INDIVIDUALS |
INTRODUCTORY STATEMENT
THE N1I19 report is a compilation of personal experiences and observations
of events centering about the Mental Health System in the State of Louisiana
during a critical period of US History and includes data with a broad scope
of applications.
N1I19 deals with the attempt by the government to suppress the publication
of another book, called Plan Theory, and with the methods and techniques
- seen from first hand experience - that the Government will use against
the Citizens when it disagrees with them even though they have broken no
law.
During the N1I19 period, the US Government developed
a Master Plan for establishing an absolute dictatorship. Part of
this plan included the CIA project called "Mind Control" which was
implemented using Psychiatrists. Both Tulane University and Louisiana State
University had CIA contracts during the N1119 period and Charity Hospital
of Louisiana was used as a setting for bizarre Medical experiments directed
against helpless people and others that the Government did not like.
As a Tulane University student I was targeted for discreditation and
destruction when it became known that I planned to write a book called
"Plan Theory". Young then, I had no idea that what had happened was that
innocently searching for the truth - and so finding it - I had been classified
as an "enemy of the State" and it was the intent of the State to kill me.
It seemed un-real then- and now as well - that the basic facts of life
are the most closely guarded Government Top Secrets and that the US Government
fears the TRUTH above all military weapons and will kill to prevent its
public disclosure. However, experience has shown that this is the way it
is.
The system of political prisons in the United States is called the
"Mental Health System" and It is - I learned - directly run by the Intelligence
Community itself. Additionally, there are "secret police" known by various
names who operate in "the interest of the Government". The "interest of
the Government" is to keep the people in ignorance So that, helpless
and frightened, they will "worship the political bosses".
The President of Tulane University turned out to be a Government Agent
and another Government Agent, named Phillip A. Schaefer was a Psychiatrist
at the Student Health Service. Schaefer joined the Government Spy Network
while in the US Air Force where he was initiated into the secret cult that
runs the country and given a "Q-rating" (this is the code letter for "Top
Secret" in the US System)
Phillip Schaefer, whom I was ordered to talk to, said that he thought
that my ideas were those that "might upset some people" and that he was
empowered to lock up for life - on his own say so - any person who he felt
knew things that might upset other people unless they agreed voluntarily
take mind control drugs. He became very upset when I refused to take the
mind destroying chemicals which he said he had the power to force on people
at will.
Schaefer, a Government Agent, acting under the authority of Longnecker,
a secret agent for the IDA [Institute for Defense Analysis] who ran Tulane
University as a secret front for the CIA project Mind Control,
then said he would order me arrested under his absolute arbitrary authority
to be sent to a forced drugging camp called HB6 which was also run
by personnel from Tulane University.
Once captured by the Medical Cult it proved difficult to escape.
Systematic testing of all legitimate sources proved that there is no
easily accessible group that has the power to stop psychiatrists from essentially
doing whatever they want to a person - including murder.
I tried lawyers, the ACLU, legal aid services, and all conceivable
places that normally can help people who are under government attack,
however none of these places had the power to stop psychiatrists.
I was finally able to stop the psychiatrists myself by infiltrating
the medical cult and learning its secrets and ways of operation and also
by learning about another thing which has today been given the popular
name "the Force" which means the power which comes from GOD.
In the concentration camps I learned that I was never alone and that
not only was the "Force" there but there were others - real people - who
had assignments to help other people - sometimes they were patients
- sometimes lowly staff like janitors - none of them had titles or were
rich and famous - but they were "agents of the Force". They formed
the counter-secret network to control the government - thru the "Force"
- when it got out of line.
So in N1I19 I will go with the student down the rabbit hole and try
to give a fairly well rounded look at the Mental Health System in the United
States and point at it from different perspectives to give a more complete
viewpoint.
People studying Nut Farms and the Psychiatric Movement should know
that it is not a trivial subject. Basically, it involves Religion and Atheism
and Metaphysics and the Occult or psychic World. You may say that none
of these things exist and all this is crazy - you are right this is what
it is called and that is why you can't find good teachers and Masters -
they are all in Government Concentration Camps labeled "crazy" - and it
is in these places that the secret war between the government of Earth
and the Government of the Higher Worlds is fought out and played out most
viciously.
So we begin with the Time Line - which has been re-generated from the
Akashic Records (they are very accurate and are one reason that
Mind Control does not work 100% of the time).
PERIOD |
ACTIVITY |
START |
END |
P1 |
HB5, HB6 [1st. trip] |
67070 |
67 |
P2 |
HB7 |
67 |
68 |
P3 |
HB5, HB6 [2nd. trip] |
68 |
68 |
P4 |
HB7 |
68 |
69 |
P5 |
HB5, HB6 [3rd. trip] |
69 |
69 |
P6 |
HB7 |
69 |
70 |
P7 |
HB5, HB9 |
70 |
71 |
P8 |
HB7 |
71 |
72 |
P9 |
HB5 |
72 |
72 |
P10 |
HB7 |
72 |
73013 |
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INCIDENT N1I19
SECTION ONE
TIME LINE
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INTRODUCTION TO SECTION ONE
Data for time line has been re-generated directly from the Akcashic
Records which are extremely accurate.
N1I19 time line covers about seven years which is a long time and since to record all events would result in writing an encyclopedia length report the events reported are mainly by summary and also are those events concerning overt civil rights and law violations which would be generally recognizable to the average person as such.
No event history is ever lost because all is recorded in Akashic Records and so the truth cannot be covered up - it is simply not possible. persons who think that when they tear up a document or kill someone who knows too much or hide information and stamp it "secret" and the like that they have evaded the truth are wrong because the Universal Records System records all and there is no escape from it. Therefore there is no escape from the truth, or from the deeds committed by people, groups, and the Government, and also no escape for payment for those deeds.
During Project Mind Control the Government thought that it could make a dictatorship by using drugs to stop people from thinking and could also control their thoughts. But, unaware of the Universal Laws and the Universal Records System they apparently did not realize that everything they did - and thought about doing - was recorded forever and that one day they would have to face the truth and pay for their crimes against the people.
Psychiatrists and psychologists, thinking that people were animals and refusing to believe in religious truth, felt that people could be "conditioned" in camps where they were given obedience training like dogs to do anything the state wanted under theories proposed by Pavlov relating to conditioned response. Being atheists these things made sense to them and still do - but they have a lesson to learn someday as has the US Government and that lesson is that there is no escape from the truth and no escape from Universal Justice.
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TIME LINE - CAUSAL
Here I will detail the material from the Sophomore year at Tulane University which was the fall semester of the year (session)
1966-1967 which was causal to N1I19. The semester terminated on 67-031 and the incident began on 67-070.
I was trying (not too successfully) to get a break from school so
that I could write my book (Plan Theory).. However, the forces of the establishment
were making themselves known and interfering to the point that it was not
possible to concentrate.
I had to return to B4 this semester because I was threatened under penalty of death by a female named Elieen Wagenshauer who was a Government Agent for the SSS who said that I must either go to College or be sent to be killed by the state in Vietnam - a war contrived by the US Government to boost the economy.
Therefore under threat of death I submitted and returned to B4. I had no intention of being intimidated and was locking for some way out of the "system" but it appeared that the "system", also being intelligent, had found al the loopholes and plugged them up.
While in B4, my Grandmother was learning from a friend named Blanche Thompson whom she worked for about the method that she had found to keep her son in line - she kept him drugged. She explained that she had simply had him certified insane -that the police came out and caught him - and then he was taken off to be drugged and sent home "quiet and co-operative". She kept the supply of pills (Thorazine - so he could not move around; and Stelazine - so he could not think straight) and she made sure he took the pills and stayed drugged all the time. If he did not take the pills, she could call the cops to take him away and force the pills down his throat. It was a good racket - she kept the guy as a pet kid.
I knew that my Grandmother was in a conspiracy to get rid of me with the assistant dean of the Engineering School, John Martines, who was the advocate for the ROTC program at Tulane and believed in authoritarianism, but it was felt that this was not and easy thing to do. I had my Grandmother under close surveillance and knew of the secret phone conversations that she was having with her co-conspirators at Tulane University, however she would never admit to me that she was plotting a scheme with the University to ruin my life.
My Mother and Grandmother were summoned to secret meetings at B4 with Dr. Elbert Lee Hoffman, the then Director of Financial Aid and he told them (his degree was in Psychology) about the methods the University had to force mind control drugs on students against their will. Hoffman referred them to John Martinez.
Martinez then threatened me that I would be thrown out of the University unless I went to see the campus shrink and of course to be thrown out was to be immediately killed in Vietnam so it was essentially an order to be drugged or killed - take my choice.
As of (current) there is Federal Legislation which prohibits the staff of any University which receives Federal Aid from ordering students to take mind controlling drugs - however it was not in effect during the N1I19 period.
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Therefore, under threats I was forced to see a Philip A. Schaefer - the campus shrink. Schaefer wanted me to take the mind altering drug Stelazine and was surprised when I refused. "Everyone takes drugs - these will help you - do what I say because I'm a doctor, etc..." but I refused. He had no power to force the drugs on me but he said I had to come and talk to him or I would be thrown out of the University.
I left B4 at the end of that semester on 67-031. It was felt that at least I would not be under intimidation from the shrink although I would now be threatened with being drafted.
While talking with Schaefer I had asked him if he didn't have any rules or regulations to follow in his manipulation of people's' lives and he answered that as a Psychiatrist he was above all rules and that "we do as we like". This proved to be an honest answer because it appears that there is no effective weapon against these "paternalists" - short of blowing them away.
I had now left B4 reasoning that I would not hear from Schaefer since he was employed by Tulane and I was no longer a member of the Tulane Family (sounds like the mob ... doesn't it; it is, in a way - but the mob Tulane belongs to is called the US Government Inner Circle and is worse than the mob-type mob). It was not to be so, however, because Schaefer decided on his own "initiative" to take all of the records on our talks and give them to the State Mental Health Clinic so they could harass me. This may seem unethical because, after all, these records are supposed to be confidential and released only with patient consent - however doctors have no ethics and apparently there is no remedy to correct this. I was now getting calls from some place that called itself "Pontchartrain Health Clinic" telling me how they knew all about "my problem" and how I needed their help - I told them I did not want any thing to do with them and to stop calling.
They did, but now Schaefer sent all the records to Charity Hospital and to his friend, William Christian Super, the director of Psychiatry. He also sent copies of the confidential files to the Coroner, Carl Raburn. He (the Coroner) later committed suicide (which may reflect on the state of his brain)- then Schaefer entered into a conspiracy with my Grandmother, William Super, Carl Raburn, Blanche Thompson, J. Browne Larose, and a relative named Harry Duke to have me sent away for the rest of my life- where " I could get this treatment (drugs) I needed so bad".
The conspiracy was plotted without the knowledge of my mother. Grandmother had had my mother certified insane years ago after my father died - in this way she could control everything. She could control me now because she controlled my mother and I was 20 years old (you needed to be 21 then to be an "adult"- I would be 21 soon- but if certified insane she could keep both my mother and me as pets - and this was apparently the long range plan.
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PERIOD ONE
P1 covers material during the period 67-070 thru 67-146 which is the
original conspiracy to arrest and commit, the first secret trial and the
first time at Charity Hospital (HB5) and then at Mandeville (HB6). This
is the introductory period to the sets and sets the formative patterns
to be used later.
67-070 EVENTS ON DAY ONE (SATURDAY)
It was a weekend and I was working in the back yard when Grandmother
and Blanche Thompson, who were inside the house, secretly let pigs into
the house and they crashed thru the back door to take me away. I asked
them if I had any "rights" and they laughed saying "No, man - none
at all - you see rights are for people who are being arrested
but you are being committed.
I was then taken off to HB5. At HB5 I was told not to worry because a representative of the Coroner's Office would come and see me and he would probably let me out. This later was found to be a lie. In real life, the Coroner never sees the people he orders put away - he just signs papers as a courtesy to doctors and to politicians who want to get rid of people.
It was an introduction to the concept of "stonewalling", a term which would later become popular during the Watergate period. I learned by experience that everything that doctors and hospital staff say is a lie or deliberate deception of some type - just to stall for time. You only have so much time in a lifetime so the "stonewalling" technique is effective and avoids direct confrontation.
Student nurses were running the ward (C-301) where I was and they had orders to find out if I was "in touch with reality". The method used to find this out was to ask if you knew what the date was, the time was, and where you were. If you did, you were written up as "officially in touch" and if not you were labeled "disoriented". Since most people are brought in from the House of Detention where they have been held in rat filled dark cells for days it is not un-common that they would not know what the date was.
Meeting With Buddington
An old, tall and skinny man who said he was a doctor came to see me.
He did not give his name. The guy was freaky and talked as if he were addressing
a small child saying "How are we doing - I am a doctor - you have a problem
? Tell me your problem. Doctors help people - I am a doctor..."
He rambled on like this for a while until I said "This is just like in
the book '1984' ". This stopped the rambling and the man began to
talk in ordinary English. "1984 ? You read the book -
so I see - So, you read the book. .well now. I am not your regular doctor,
she will see you later". The old man left. I learned later that this man
was Ralph Wells Buddington, an employee of Tulane and an agent for the
US Government [Buddington said later his security classification was "Super
Q - Quasar Rating"]. His assignment was to do experiments on people who
knew too much about the Kennedy Assassination so that they would never
live to talk. He was, in fact, the real life equivalent of the "Thought
Police" from the fiction book "1984", which I had mentioned to him. His
wife was also an agent and she worked at the Counseling and Testing service
on the Tulane Campus. She and I had passed each other in the hall and I
had never known who she was.
This brought to a close day one. At 8 PM everyone was ordered to line
up to be drugged for the night. There were no drugs for me yet. All the
other people had drugs and they were poured down their throats. It was
standard practice that in addition to whatever other special drugs were
ordered to make everyone drink a glass of liquid "chloral hydrate" (a classical
hypnotic drug) at this time. No doctor had to authorize this - it was just
part of the routine, like food and water. I was sent into a cell block
with about fifteen black inmates who spent the rest of the night trying
to rape me. Such was day one.
67-071 EVENTS ON DAY TWO (SUNDAY)
There were two sets of visiting hours on Sunday. During the first
set Grandmother came with a neighbor, Randolph Dennis, a man who lived
across the street "for protection". He apparently was
also a co-conspirator with the group. I warned her that I would eventually
now go to the press and call in the ACLU (American Civil Liberties Union).
She left, but the staff overheard the word "press". Press,
it appears, is not a good thing to say. Using the telephone and writing
letters are carefully guarded "privileges" and they were then taken away
so there was no way to communicate with the outside world. Everything,
I learned later, is called a "privilege" - including the right to remain
alive at all. I could not help but wonder why no one on the "outside" ever
talked about what was going on in here -now I learned the answer - once
"in the system" you never return to the outside world in any shape to talk
to anyone - and all communication from the inside is censored.
During the evening visiting hours Joseph Peter Frederick, a "friend" from high school and now also a classmate at Tulane came to visit. We both had read "1984" and now he was finding out too that these things talked about in "science fiction" books are not "fiction" - they are really going on. I gave Joe letters to pass out to people on the outside because they would be confiscated by the staff and never mailed otherwise and told him to go to the press. Visits with visitors were watched by the staff and they waited until Joe left to talk. Once the visiting hours ended and all the doors were locked, I was told: "We saw you giving out letters that had not been censored. This will be reported to the doctors and you will never be allowed to have visitors again - this sort of thing is not allowed - everything you do must be approved in advance by Doctors". Now I was completely cut off - no phone, no letters, and of course no visitors. They were told that "I was too sick to see them".
I had hoped that Joe would deliver the letters but he never did. He had learned that it was easy to get rid of people forever in this country and had decided to save himself - so that he would not be taken too.
However; he did do some things. First, I had noticed that the doctors used a book which we later learned was the "Bible (doctors are atheists) of Psychiatry" called "Outlines for Psychiatric Examinations" By Nolan D.C. Lewis. This book was sitting in the nurse station and all the doctors looked in it before they talked to patients. It gave them all the official "labels" to put on people and how to use them. Joe found the book at the Tulane Medical Book Store for two dollars and got me a copy. We now had the key to the method used by the doctors.
Also, Joe and his parents had called Phillip Schaefer at Tulane who we reasoned was the doctor responsible for initiating the conspiracy.
However, they had no great luck with him. He first asked them if' they were doctors - they said they were friends and then he came up with "The law only requires me to talk to other doctors and unless you are a doctor I don't have to even talk to you and I will not". He was asked what I was charged with and Joe learned that I had been charged with being a Paranoid Schizophrenic and had been presumed guilty already and was to be "sent away for a long time". They also learned that the people at Charity had "the authority to do whatever they wanted to me".
Joe had purchased another book which was used to train students and it gave directions on what to do to people according to their "label". Together, we looked up Paranoid Schizophrenic and the book said that this was the worst possible of all labels and that (instructions to doctors) they were never to be trusted and were to be watched all the time that "they were to be considered a danger to the system" because they might talk to outsiders or try to get legal help. It recommended shock treatments until they were "under control" which meant that you would be brain damaged until you could not think any more.
67-072 EVENTS ON DAY THREE (MONDAY)
This was the first working day of the incident. At 10:35 AM I
was assigned to an 'official doctor" for the first time after already being
held two days with the staff doing whatever pleased them. The doctor was
Patrica B. West, a divorced woman who brought her two kids up to the nut
floor and let them run around behind her. She was a resident (legitimate
doctors are not used in charity Hospital - its purpose is to train new
doctors and they are allowed to treat patients as part of their schooling)
and she was part of a state program which gave her free schooling in
exchange for her promise to serve the state (work at state hospitals) for
a certain number of years to 'repay the state' for her education. It is
a program similar to the attitude of the system in the Soviet Union.
Now that I knew who the doctor was (I had not seen her yet) I was able to interview other patients to find out what the woman was like and what she would likely do to me. One of her patients reported that he was going to be discharged but that West had first forced him to take "blue pills" which made him shake all over so that he could not stand up. Another reported that he had been shot up with a drug called "Thorazine" until he was knocked out completely and when he woke up he could not move (had no strength at all). From these interviews we learned what to expect from West who I would see later this day. Patients said in general that West was "not as cruel" as most doctors, probably because she she had family problems herself (resulting in divorce) and so was somewhat sympathetic to others. The other doctors, we heard, gave shock treatments to "essentially everyone" but West used mainly mind altering drugs (like "blue pills" that make you shake all over - these turned out to be the drug Stelazine, incidentally).
My first meeting with West was that evening at 6:40 PM until 8:15 PM.
The girl was rather nice - said that she would not force me to take drugs
and she promised me that I would be discharged on Thursday because "the
hospital was overcrowded and she needed the beds for those people who were
really really sick". I concluded from this that she was telling
me that I was not "really sick" and, being naive, actually believed
that I would be let go as promised on Thursday. Of course,
she was lying to stall for time.
67-073 thru 67-078 EVENTS PRECEDING THE MEETING WITH SUPER
Introduction to the student nurses
Three girls who were my age and were student nurses are considered
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The girl with no hair
I can't skip the girl with no hair. She said her name was Patricia Kendeigh and she was a prisoner at the House of the Good Shepherd where girls who were charged with having sex without a government license (marriage license) were held in preventive detention. Apparently, she had systematically pulled out all of her hair- every bit - and someone had given her a wig. She said she was charged with being a Nymphomaniac which was all right with me and we used to make out on a pile of dirty linen in a corner of the hallway. I wanted to find a semi isolated place to screw her but this proved difficult.
I learned later, after period L-2, and after the House of the Good Shepherd had been shut down (because of the free sex revolution and liberated women, etc.) that what was really going on was that Nymphs were picked up and taken to this place run by priests from the Catholic Church - now the Priests would go over there to give the girls "spiritual counseling" when ever they wanted a piece of ass. It was a good racket because these broads were more horny than the average broad - and much more than a Nun, which is what Priests normally screw.
The original Intelligence Briefings
The girl with no hair was fun but I needed to find some people who were still able to talk from whom I could learn how the medical cult operated here and how to get away from these people before I became one of the mindless zombie type creatures who I saw tied down to the beds groaning and staring with "blank type" eyes. I will run thru one of these, a guy who was tied down and kept saying "Two per-cent" over and over. I asked him what two per-cent meant and he said that they told him he had two per-cent brain damage and added, " You know why they brought me here ?" . "They want the other 98 per-cent".
I met three main people (patients) who had been thru the mill and survived well enough to tell their stories. These were Kathy Mc Govern, (who was called a 'dangerous psychotic'); Thomas Alford (who was called a 'Paranoid Schizophrenic' and Georgianne Elizabeth Herndon (who was called a Simple Schizophrenic).
I will run thru the original briefings from these people:
Georgianne's Story
Georgianne had a doctor named James Henry - she called him Jim and said she was in love with him. She called him a "good doctor" because he gave her speed (Dexedrine) instead of downs and they also had sex frequently. She had been to Mandeville before - which is where I would be sent if taken to the "secret trial" and found guilty - you are always found guilty so to be taken to trial automatically means conviction. She said that at Mandeville people will be held locked up until the doctors decide weather they want to shock them or not and if not they will be drugged and allowed to walk around outside. The favorite drug is Thorazine. She said that she liked Thorazine because it helped her get a suntan (the drug has a photosensitivity side effects and is not recommended to be used on people exposed to direct sunlight for long periods- doctors, however, do whatever they please regardless of manufactures' instructions) and that "She got her best looking suntan during the summer she spent in the "Big House".
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Kathy's Story
Kathy was more aggressive than Georgianne and she said they drugged her from early childhood. She explained her attempts to resist the doctors, but said they always won. She said she tried refusing to talk to them at first, but then she was tied down and shot up with sodium penethol (truth serum) - then the things about her life she was forced to say were used to get her convicted of "'mental illness" and then she was shocked and drugged. Kathy reported even resisting a shook treatment and managing not to lose consciousness - this is unusual - and she was apparently a very strong person with a good will to survive and not be broken. She was labeled "very dangerous" and forced to wear a "red robe" - this was the symbol to the staff that she was a dangerous patient. Kathy said it was essentially impossible to escape conviction at the "secret trial", she had done it once but she had never met anyone else who had.
Tom's Story
Tom had experience in the state hospital system in Mississippi
where people are held in a place called "Whitfield". This is the
city where the bug house is located, just like state prisons are commonly
called by the name of the town they are in.
He described his trip to Whitfield and how he had held up against the tyranny of doctors. First, he pointed out, never take any of the medicine they give you. He explained how to fake swallow the pills and added that since the law is ineffective against doctors the best procedure is to pretend to cooperate with them - never take the drugs but walk around like you are "stoned" and compliment the staff and tell the doctors that you like drugs and you feel real fine, etc. This will cause the doctors to let you go - with a handful of pills to take for the rest of your life.
Doctors believe everyone should be on some kind of drug and there is no way to reason with them to the contrary so this procedure is recommended. Tom concluded that when he used this technique, the stupid doctor discharged him telling him "You've come a long way - you just don't know how much good these drugs have done for you." He smiled and walked away and, of course, he never had taken any of the drugs either inside the place or later.
Tom was being held by a girl doctor named Ponds. She wanted desperately
to give him shock treatments but he refused to sign up - Ponds was trying
to find his sister (blood relative, etc.) because if she found her she
could have her sign and shock Tom silly - but if not she would have to
let him go free. Tom's sister was out of town and it was a question of
timing which would determine if he was a free man or would be shocked into
a mindless zombie.
67-079 MEETING WITH WILLIAM CHRISTAIN SUPER
Patricia West came up to tell me to get ready to meet the director.
This was spoken of in a lofty way as if this fool was some kind of god.
In practical reality, these doctors behave as if they are "superior beings"
of some kind and apparently the law allows them to do as they like.
We walked down the hall past the telephone room where three "operators' were always busy - it was rumored that they listened to and censored all calls - even those made by patients on a pay phone. Around the corner was the office of Super (the name went to his head) and his secretary who was a little old lady.
Super never smiled. His face could pass for the face of "Big Brother"
from '1984'. He said, "I asked to see you to determine if you are thinking
the right way". It was about a three minute talk. His only two questions
were on my book (Plan Theory) and on being raped (apparently he wanted
to make sure the hospital was legally protected). "We have information
that you say that
you are writing a book", he said and then was appeasing with the rape
calling it an "unfortunate incident" - you understand these things, of
course, etc.,.. "We understand that you are displeased here - that you
have been talking about going to the press, calling in others - these things
are not appropriate behavior", he mumbled.
We left and Patricia, who had already lied once about being discharged now had a new story that I would be sent down the hall to the LSU center for "extended treatment" - this is where Tom and Kathy were and their "extended treatment" had already "extended" for many months.
Patricia did not talk much after the meeting with Super. She said that
the time would soon come for her to leave for her next assignment - which
was at Pineville (Central Louisiana State Hospital) and that I would be
handed off to her replacement or whatever - I questioned her about her
earlier commitment to let me go and her reply was "Well, what do you want
me to do - I can go to Dr. Super and say "Dr. Super, I think there is nothing
wrong with this patient and he should be discharged" - and you know what
he would say - he would say "Dr. West, I think you should look for a residency
elsewhere".
67-086 DECISION TO TRY FOR LEGAL HELPAfter the meeting with Super, the stonewalling process became more obvious. First, I was going to be "discharged Thursday" - a lie - then I was being transferred to another ward - a lie - and West was not talking much if at all. The staff uses the technique of politely avoiding giving direct answers. This is continued as your life time drips down the the drain - if you insist on facts, you are called violent and this is then used against you to justify holding you longer - however, if you put up with the "stalling" you are held anyway, so it makes little difference.
I made the decision to try to get hold of Leonard A. Calcagno, an attorney with whom I had worked with on political campaigns with my father. I had not seen the man in some time, but he was the only attorney to cross my mind. Getting a message to him was not simple since you are watched when you make phone calls. The "phone" was a story in itself. They had a pay phone on a cart so it could be "wheeled around" and a wall plug at each end of the long hallway. At certain times the phone was wheeled out and plugged in. The guards, called "nurse-aides" (all black men hired for physical size and a pre-disposition to violence) guarded the phone and held one hand on the plug - if you said any thing that was not supposed to be "leaked to the outside world", the plug was pulled.
No one in authority (like doctors) ever tells patients they can't have an attorney - but none do - and you learn that you are not supposed to even try. However, living dangerously, I found a phone book that someone left in the library and got Calcagno's number - I could have called information - but this would have been overheard causing phone calls to be restricted. With the number, I got Calcagno on the phone and avoided saying "attorney" so the guards would think he was some "harmless" person and not pull the plug. As the conversation went on, they began to realize who I had on the phone but by then I had delivered the message and it was too late to stop it.
Calcagno and I felt that perhaps the nightmare was over - really it was just beginning. Calcagno had a "writ" typed up and he said it was no problem for him to get me out but it would cost money - he wanted to know specifically how much money was in my name and what bank- it was in. Then he asked if I had any "contacts" or belonged to "any organizations" adding that "they have ways to get out of things like this if you do". I was sorry to tell him that I was just me. He left me to say that he was going to go see Super - he never came back and he never talked to me again. He wrote a letter saying that Super told him I needed "more treatment" and that he was not going to file the writ because Super said I would need a private shrink who would say (for a price) that I did not need a shrink and there was not enough money (in my name) to pay the price.
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It was not a great day. You get one chance to find an attorney in the system and this one chance must work. I had failed and would now be at the mercy of Super. The staff was no longer even "putting on the act of being friendly". I was told, "You were warned not to try things like this - we know you tried to get a lawyer - now things will be real bad for you".
I had learned that the legal order to hold me in Charity had expired two days ago. Of course, the guards would stop you from leaving but the hospital had no right to hold me - even when Calcagno came I was just being held by "brute force". I asked my teachers Georgianne, Kathy and Tom about this and the word was that the doctors had reached an "understanding" with the Judges and police and they simply did whatever they wanted to do - if something they did was not legal, it was fudged up later to make it legal-looking but they never got into trouble and no one had the power to challenge their power. It seemed unreal - but it was happening never-the-less.
SUPER ACTIVATES THE SECRET TRIAL SYSTEM
Apparently as soon as Leonard Calcagno had left Super, Super had filed a petition to have me put away for life. The petition was dated 67-086 and ordered me to report for secret trial on 67-103. I did not learn of this until later. I had noticed that periodically certain patients were rounded up and taken to a corner of the hallway - they came back with sheets of paper which they usually threw away. This was the process of serving the secret trial orders.
Now, I was handed the neat, legal, secret trial order. I noticed the reason that secret trials are hard to beat - the reason is that you are presumed guilty and must prove you are innocent - exactly the opposite of regular trials. The official notice reads "Let (this patient) show cause why the application for commitment should not be approved and that said person be committed in accordance with law". So, these doctors do not have to prove anything - you are assumed guilty unless you can prove you are innocent. This, of course, is essentially impossible.
During this time Patricia West left to work at Pineville and her replacement, an intern named Falit, said that it was his expert opinion that whatever Dr. Super said was correct (looking to move up in the system, he had the right ass-kissing attitude). He asked me what I felt about the trial and naive as usual - I said that I did not feel an honest Judge would send me off. Of course, there are no honest Judges in Louisiana - but I did not know that yet.
THE FIRST SECRET TRIAL (67-103)
Finally the day of the secret trial came. I thought that "trial" meant trial like the place where you confront the witnesses against you. But these secret trials are different. In the secret trial, everyone who is in favor with the feeling that you should be put away gives testimony in secret - you wait in the hall and never know what was said. Then, after the Judge finds you guilty, you are called in to hear the verdict. So, when I first saw the Judge, who was supposed to be Oliver Carriere, the trial was over and he was mumbling "I will follow the doctor's recommendation" and signing the papers to have me sent off. It took a little while to realize that this kangaroo trial had actually happened. So, in addition to being presumed guilty, you don't even get a chance to say anything to show you are not guilty if you wanted to.
I was told that I would be sent to Mandeville on 67-107 to be held for the rest of my life or whatever the doctor decided whichever came first. Also, I learned that now they had permission from the Judge to force whatever mind-altering drugs on me that they wanted - and it was a certainty that they would. I had four days to prepare before the drug torture would start-
- there was no telling what shape I would be in after drug torture.015
I had my final briefing from the group, Georgianne, Tom and
Kathy and decided that the only logical procedure was to be "dumb and polite"
to these fools at Mandeville - and as Tom had done - smile at them and
spit the drugs out later and say that I was being helped so much, etc.,
to the idiots and there was a chance for freedom. Certain information was
sent to Mandeville and I had talked Charlotte Lamar into obtaining that
information and so I knew the Mandeville routine, some of the doctors'
names, how they operated, and what information they would have on me before
I ever met them. This was at least some advantage against a system of total
corruption.
67-108 INTRODUCTION TO THE SET AT HB6 (MANDEVILLE)
Having now been duly convicted at the secret trial, on this morning
all of the convicted people were awakened very early before dawn and taken
down a special elevator to the basement of the hospital. The basement is
a neat place in itself because here a group of buildings are linked to
Charity by underground tunnels - in this way people can be "spirited around"
without being seen to and from different divisions of the medical cult
headquarters consisting of Tulane, the Hospital and LSU. At any rate,
we were all stuffed into a station wagon to be driven to the "Big House",
as Kathy and Georgianne called the place.
Once at HB6 everyone was taken for mug shots. They were told that the mug shots were for the police - and the FBI in case you made it to another state - in case you managed to escape and the guards added "The Government keeps track of people like you". This was interesting because we had not been charged or convicted of any crime. Later, we would learn that state mental hospitals are part of a system of political prisons in the United States similar to the system used in the Soviet Union. However, it would be many years before revelations of how the US Government operates would become public knowledge.
I had already formulated the plan to use Tom's technique. After mug shots the men were taken to cell block (called 'wards') number D-1 where you were kept for "observation". The doctor for this trip to HB6 was a resident named Leona Bersadsky. She came in to do her official evaluation to certify me insane. All she asked was "You think people are out to get you - don't you?" I sort of just looked at her while she added, "They did not give you any drugs at Charity" - reading from her notes - "well I certainly think you need drugs - you will get drugs starting tonight". And with that she left. It was a few hours yet before "night" and all the other inmates lined up to be drugged four times a day. The evening drugging I could watch as a spectator. The people were marched to a window to be drugged and guards (called Psychiatric Aides) watched - but there was a problem because instead of pills which I was trained on how to fake - the drugs were given liquid. I checked on this and found out that this was only done on this cell block - and if you did not resist you were sent to another cell block where you got pills (which you could spit out). Resistance did not work anyway - one guy tried it and he was thrown down to the floor by the guards and immediately shot up with his drugs and dragged to an isolation cell in the back (called a seclusion room).
Later at eight PM I was told to join the line to be drugged and had to drink some shit that tasted terrible. I was soon paralyzed and could not walk. I learned that the drugs were "Stelazine" ( the "blue pills that make you shake") and also a genocide agent called "Mellaril". Mellaril is given to everyone to make them sterile - this is part of the standard routine - in case you managed to find a chick to screw, you could not - it is a drug invented to protect the hospital from liability suits in case a female patient should become pregnant. After I was paralyzed they brought me more drugs which were supposed to make me "less paralyzed".
This was called Artane. I learned that the drug "Stelazine" causes the brain to react as if the person was old and had "Parkinson's disease". The drug Artane is used to treat these old people so they will not shake. These people were not old - but now their brains had been damaged as though they were old and had this disease and so they had to take "Artane" too.
Also, the "Artane" had to be taken frequently or you would become paralyzed and collapse - therefore, if you would escape from the concentration camp you would only have about three hours to make it anywhere before you fell to the ground paralyzed unless you took some of the pills with you.
On 67-118 I was sent to another cell block down the hall. It had been an un-comfortable ten days because as long as you are on this D-1 cell block there is a chance that you will be sent for electric shock torture treatments. Once you leave, however, it means that you will be spared from this. Three times a week, these people are lined up and dressed in red robes - they are "tied together" with heavy cloth ropes to form a chain gang and marched out the door - when they come back they don't even talk, they just kind of fall into a chair somewhere and look off into space with glassy eyes. To see them is punishment enough because you know what torture is waiting for you someday at the whim of these witch doctors. I had heard that in the Nazi concentration camps, they did not need to actually torture everyone - they made movie films of the people they tortured and then showed the films to new inmates - the film was enough to make them cooperate without actually doing anything to them. So it was here because even if you did not get the electric torture - you saw those who did get it - and you knew you could be next.
But, I had escaped torture and was now on the medium-secury cell block called D-3. And, as I had heard, when I was lined up to be drugged, the drugs were pills - finally I could spit the shit out and be free of mind control. In a few days, I felt great - just walked around "stoned" looking and mentioned how "good things were" and "I just love to be in prison", etc. People who were too stupid to spit out their drugs were shaking and trembling all over - and the more they complained the more drugs they were given as punishment for complaining.
I had a lucky break here. A girl who was called the "recreation director" named Mary Jane Alexander had one (only one) inmate assigned to work for her as part of the prison labor detail called "occupational therapy". I was picked for this and it was the best job in prison. Also, it was a key to getting into other parts of the prison where normally you could not go.
With Mary, I got to see the camp for Alcoholics which is off limits because they get better treatment. In the Alcoholic cell block the men are treated rather nice and given suits of clothes and good food - there is a reason for this - the reason is that there has not been developed any way to "force" these people not to drink and so - in desperation - they are shown kindness. The medical cult prefers brute force - it only uses kindness as a last resort. Other people are charged with "inappropriate behavior" and there is no need to be kind to them because they can damage your brain so that you can't think of any behavior to "behave" - but the Alcoholics keep on drinking no matter what is done to them so they are shown kindness.
Mary did not keep the people assigned to her long - they were all discharged - fast. Mary was unorthodox and the bureaucratic staff did not like her - but she was friendly to patients. As her servant, she explained the way that doctors think - she had wanted to be a doctor, she said - and the technique to use to get freedom fast. Mary, of course, never knew that I took no drugs the whole time I was with her - it was a well kept secret. Now Mary explained that the system was based on three points: First, getting people to take drugs; second, "testing" them with a pass to see if they would come back; and lastly, discharge. She explained that while on the pass they
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On 67-138 I was sent to the minimum security cell block called A-3. I was free to run around the prison grounds and my only job was with Mary. Also, now I had recovered from the ten days of drugging and really did not care about the time because I was no longer being brain damaged and, as Mary's helper, I could go wherever I wanted. If I ended up in a restricted quadrant of the prison I could say that I was on an errand for Mary and get passed thru.
It was warm weather now and Mary was giving picnics - each cell block had a picnic on a different day but I went to all of them as Mary's slave. So, as I got into my fourth or fifth picnic, the guards - who write down everything you say or do - wrote down that I looked "happy and content" - which was true. However, stupid Leona Bersadaky, just as Tom predicted, - thought that it was the drugs that had made that way - and not knowing that I was not taking her drugs - would mention from time to time "how good the drugs were making me look and behave" and following the cook book recipe for discharge I would smile and tell her that I know she was right - good doctor - etc.
In only eight days, on 67-146, I was discharged with three bottles of pills and the same story that Tom had reported "You don't know how much good these drugs have done for you - you must take them indefinitely".
I left for freedom in what was considered record time - only 38 days.
However, all the things my teachers had told me were shown true:
Doctors do not know what they are doing - they believe in drugs on the
basis of some kind of "religious-type" faith they can't tell the difference
between patients who take drugs and those who spit them out - but
they believe anyway and are fanatic on this issue.
PERIOD TWO
INTRODUCTION TO PERIOD TWO
Period two covers the time line from 67-153 until the second attack of the paternalists which was approximately March of 1968. It includes the introduction to the set at HB7 (the "parole board" known as an "aftercare clinic") and the follow up relations with Tom, Kathy, and Georgianne. The set at Tulane University (vietnam era) with the conspiracy by Schaefer and also the campus riots and the "secret swat team" sent by the US Government onto College campuses to crush out the free will of students.
LEE HOFFMAN DISCUSSED LEONA BERSADSKY
I planned to eventually return to Tulane after a break to recover from any brain damage caused by the doctors. Lee Hoffman, the Director of Financial Aid at Tulane, knew Leona Bersadaky - she was a Tulane student doctor. He said she was a dis-oriented girl and that she had spent lots of time trying to figure out what she wanted to do with her life - apparently, one of her reasons for going into Psychiatry was to figure herself out.
Lee promised that whenever I was in the mood to return to school I could
have a full academic scholarship and whatever other money I needed.
We knew that the doctors were "touched themselves" to put it politely -
Lee Hoffman taught abnormal psychology but he had no authority over doctors.
Psychiatrists and Psychologists have certain academic aversions to each
other because doctors say they don't care what the nature of a person's
problems are as they have the power to "erase their brain" so that the
problems are irrelevant. However, Psychologists believe that people should
be taught to understand and cope themselves instead of just erasing their
brains with drugs - and of course they cannot use drugs, not being doctors
of medicine, so there is disagreement.
67-153 INTRODUCTION TO THE PAROLE BOARD
After leaving HB6, I began to get letters from the parole board
which was called "southeastern aftercare center". In the psychiatric cult,
once the cult captures a person they never let him go. You must break away
somehow or you will be followed and harassed for the rest of your life.
I was told that it was "entirely voluntary" to go see these people but
if you did not "volunteer" you could be arrested and returned to prison.
In my first meeting with the parole board, the two doctors were named Hamm
and Reese. Hamm was a crippled doctor (usually deformed people and other
weirdoes work for the state system because they can't find jobs in the
private sector). The parole office was located in an old state building
in the French Quarter across the street from the Wildlife and Fisheries
Building. These fools had received reports from HB6 that I was loose
now and it was up to them to follow me around. Reese assumed that I was
drugged and gave me more bottles of drugs to take home. I decided
to put up with these clowns because I only had to see them once a
month and they had no way to make me take these drugs they were giving
me - I brought them home saved them. Eventually, I had collected
thousands of pills. They were no earthly use to anyone - you couldn't sell
them on the street because no one in their right mind would take dope that
paralyzed them and made them shake all over and permanently damaged their
brain.
I never talked much to these doctors- they just assumed I was eating
their pills and, if I had been, I would not have been able to think
of anything to say, so saying nothing was apparently the right approach
to them.
67-157 CHECKING IN WITH MY TEACHERS
Now, free, I wanted to check up on my teachers to find out what
had been done to them. The advice from Tom had worked and for that
I was grateful - if I had believed the doctors and actually taken the dope
I would be a zombie now, and unable even to remember who they were.
The news was not good: Tom had escaped shock treatments because Dr. Ponds could not find his sister to get her signature on consent papers but she had written him up as "hopeless" and "violent" and shipped him to Mandeville.
Georgianne had been discharged but this was only because Jim Henry, her doctor, wanted her for his mistress- he had plans to set her up in an apartment in the French Quarter so he could have a discrete place to screw her when he wanted some ass. But, Georgianne was talking too much about this and Henry was scared of public exposure - things are "done" to people who talk too much - and they are not pleasant things.
Kathy was labeled "a potential murderer" and sent to Jackson. I wrote
to her but she never replied - Jackson has its own "private graveyard"
and people who are sent there do not usually come back. Kathy had the same
doctor as Georgian - James Henry - but she would not screw him and
he was pissed.
67-166 ASSIGNED NEW PAROLE OFFICER: DR. REGAN
At HB7 I was now assigned a permanent shrink named David B.
Regan. I talked very little to this man who I saw for about one hour each
month. There was really nothing to talk about. I already knew what I was
going to do - return to school - and I already had the money to do it.
The guy would give me bottles of pills which of course I did not take-
so there was nothing for us to do except sit and look at each other. These
doctors said very little as usual and to say anything to them was to give
them evidence to use against you in secret trials so it was best not to
talk at all. Every doctor would eventually
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67-174 MY MOTHER IS SHIPPED TO HB6
Now, it was time for Grandmother to get rid of my mother - she was
charged with being depressed because I had been taken in away secret and
she never knew what was being done - but Grandmother had already had her
certified insane in 1959 as soon as my father died so whenever she objected
to anything she was sent for torture immediately.
She was now sent for electric shock torture - eventually she would become
a vegetable but not this time - she was due for many years of torture yet-
this time she was just to be drugged and shocked and sent home. Mother
was stupid - she trusted doctors- they would tell her to sign things and
she would sign them without reading what she signed believing that doctors
always did what was best for people - today she is a mindless vegetable
and it takes a few minutes of "coaching" for her to remember that I am
her son - however, she is "technically alive", for what it's worth.
67-189 MARY ALEXANDER IS PUT UNDER SURVEILLANCE
I wrote a letter to Mary Alexander to see if she would look up my
mother who was now a prisoner at HB6 - but Mary wrote back saying to please
send all letters to her home from now on because my letter had been intercepted
and she was now being watched. I knew that patients were watched but I
now learned that the hospital staff is also watched and their personal
mail is opened and censored. Mary said that she finally got my letter -
opened and marked "approved" by her Supervisor.
67-238 VISIT TO HB6 TO SEE MY MOTHER + GEORGIANNE & TOM
Mandeville has a rule (among others) that anyone who has been a
prisoner cannot return to visit. However, since my mother was now a prisoner-
this rule did not apply to me. So while seeing mother (she was shocked
silly and did not know me) I also got a chance to sneak over to see Georgianne
and Tom. Georgianne was glad to see someone "from the outside world" because
she needed to get letters mailed to friends- the hospital would have destroyed
them and so hey must be smuggled out to the free world by friends. She
explained that Dr. James Henry had told her that "he loved her" (etc...)
and had paid for a French Quarter apartment where she would stay and be
his mistress but that she knew too much now and so the honeymoon was over
and he had sent her here to protect himself. Her doctor in Mandeville,
Sue Kitchin - who was later to be promoted to Superintendent.- had talked
to James Henry and knew that this was true but doctors protect each other
from "mistakes", shall we say, and so Kitchin planned to send Georgianrie
~ Electric Shock Torture to confuse her mind so that James Henry would
be safe from bad publicity.
Georgianne gave me a letter to smuggle out to James Henry.
Tom confirmed in a letter to me on 68-030 that the shock torture had been started and "not to expect to hear from Georgianne any more". She was scheduled for full-duration which means one hundred and thirty volts at one and one half amps shot into your head three times a week for seven weeks. You usually do not feel too good afterwards.
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67-338 ASSIGNED TO NEW PAROLE DOCTOR NAMED "PIERCE"
Dr. Regan- who by his age I would guess was a "legitimate" M.D.
- now wrote a letter saying that I should see a new Dr. named Pierce. There
is an in indication that this man was some type of student- he was young
and inexperienced. This fool continued the same routine of handing out
bottles of pills.
68.-030 TIME TO START B4E
It was now time to return to Tulane for semester B4E. I had called
Lee Hoffman and told him I was in the mood to return and he had given me
an academic scholarship at the maximum he could together with "federal
money" to increase the total because I wanted to experiment living in the
dormitory- which increased the bill.
PLANS ARE MADE FOR THE CONTINGENCY THAT THE PATERNALISTS WOULD ATTACK AGAIN
It was time to make plans now in case the paternalists should launch another attack and I would be sent off again to the concentration camps. I first checked with the Legal Aid Bureau where an old lawyer named Wax said that there was really nothing he knew of to prevent doctors from attacking whenever they wanted to. Since this was not comforting, advice we then sought to find some method that would be effective against the medical cult in case "the mood struck them" to come for me. I say "the mood struck them" because we never knew why the pigs attacked in the first place - they do not talk to patients except to say "you're sick", etc.
The Peiser Plan
To compensate for the problem of the medical cult, the Peiser Plan was formulated. A friend at that time, Robert Rarick Peiser, a few years older than me, who was now living with some broad in the French Quarter, and I discussed the medical cult and came to the decision that I would have to save up money to pay off some lawyer to counterattack the cult if it attacked again. He said he knew a lawyer- named R.J. Skinner- who, I believe, did his divorce from his #1 wife, Nita Kay Bradley. This guy would want money- probably lots of money- but Buddy (nickname) promised that this lawyer had already successfully gotten people away from the clutches of the medical cult and so he was apparently proven. Here we ran into a technicality which stops most patients from ever getting a lawyer- once you are a prisoner of the cult you are "presumed incompetent"- therefore a lawyer cannot "legally" collect a fee from you because you are "not contractible". Consequently, once in the hands of the cult, no lawyer who makes money as a lawyer will have anything to do with you because there is no guarantee that he will be paid- lawyers are mercenary type people who will do anything for money - but nothing for no money.
So, some way had to be worked out to pay off this guy so that he would feel comfortable about helping if called upon- Buddy agreed to pay the lawyer so that he would know he had money and I would pay him back after escaping from the hands of the paternalist pigs- should they come to attack me again.
CONDITIONS ON THE TULANE UNIVERSITY CAMPUS
Now I was on campus continuously, however the campus was in a state of "unrest", shall we say. This was the Vietnam era and things were "happening" to college students. Today, as of current some of these things are just becoming publicly known- and others - such as the secret involvement of Tulane University with the US Government - are still secret and quietly covered up. I will now run thru some key points of the Tulane set at that time:
The SDS Advisor "runs away" and hides in Canada
There was a full professor who was faculty advisor to the SDS on Campus - he was fired by Longnecker - the US Government Agent who was planted as the president of Tulane University at the time. Longnecker was with a "Top Secret" organization called the "Institute for Defense Analysis" - he still is today
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The whole campus was on LSD - which was manufactured on the Tulane Campus
The kids had a "new look" now - the look you get when you are not in the same place as your physical body because you are flying off "somewhere" on LSD. LSD was very easy to get at Tulane because it was made at Tulane. Chemistry graduate students made the LSD in the Chemistry Building on the main campus and sold it to make extra money. This was common knowledge at that time - but what was not common knowledge was that the US Government also supplied LSD - manufactured by Sandoz Laboratories to the Tulane Medical Center and that the head of the Tulane Medical Center was a CIA agent working in the now publicly exposed program called "Project Mind Control". This has only recently been exposed by the press as of Summer 1979 in a National Television Special on the experiments done on citizens by the US Government. Now, in retrospect, it is questionable as to how much of the LSD on campus was supplied by the US Government and how much was "made illegally". We know that the LSD on campus was a "very high grade" and it is very likely that much of it did not need to be made and was the 'pure Sandoz acid' supplied by the US Government in secret to the Tulane Medical Center and to its Director who has been exposed now by the Press as a CIA spy.
The secret "swat teams"
During this period there were riots across the country on essentially all college campuses - including Tulane - no first hand data is available on other colleges but I was on the Tulane campus and I will run thru the main points of the "riots". College students are not completely dumb - and what keyed in the riots at Tulane was that the students - complaining about "inhumanity in Vietnam", etc. now learned that the President of the University- who had his degree in Chemistry - was, in fact, a researcher in Chemical Warfare and most likely had worked to develop the very chemical weapons that were in use in Vietnam - when the students questioned Hebert Longnecker he told them, "I am the President of this University and 'student affairs' are not my concern" - which went over big. Now to the swat teams: The US Government - remember them- which at that time was giving out the command from CIA HQ: "Everyone has his breaking point - your job is to find that breaking point" to its spies- sent "teams" onto certain "selected college campuses" and Tulane was one of these "selected" campuses. Late at night, some students "disappeared", and just "dropped out of sight"- the dorm room would be empty- the name erased from the list of those enrolled and that was that. Some of these kids were apparently killed but most were declared insane as I was - and sent to concentration camps - in many cases this was "morally the equivalent" of killing them.
In the morning, you had to check on your friends to see if they
were still there or whether they had become "un-persons".
THE DECISION TO TRY TO BREAK AWAY FROM PIERCE
During this time I was still reporting to this "parole doctor" named
Pierce. This little turkey - whom I guess was some kind of a student
doctor - was becoming an annoyance. For a long time, of course, I had building
up a collection of these drugs - which I had never taken - save for about
10 days at HB6. This fool was now interfering with my time because I had
to leave the campus - miss classes - just to sit and look at him
for one hour and hear a few words of bull shit. Finally, one day
I told him that seeing him was becoming an inconvenience and wasting my
time. I recall that the
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This was the last time I went to Pierce - he would later order me arrested on the charge (the only charge) of "refusing to take drugs". I did not know that you could be arrested in the United States for "refusing to take (mind- control) drugs" - however there were apparently many things I did not know about - but it appeared that I was getting a "crash course" like it or not.
Ironic, because most people think the Government "takes drugs away" from people - that the opposite should be closer to the truth.
THE THREATENING LETTER FROM PHILIP SCHAEFER
A letter came (written rather politely) from Philip Schaefer - the shrink for Tulane - "requesting permission to verify that I was still 'in therapy' ". This wording was legally correct because Schaefer had no permission to talk to Pierce but obviously he had been told that I refused to see Pierce and the conspiracy to send me to the concentration camp as punishment was now activated.
THE PATERNALISTS ATTACK
One day when I returned to the dorm I was tipped off that agents of the campus police (called "Greenie Pigs") had been looking for me. The pigs said that "it was routine and they had a 'special delivery letter that looked important' which had come for me and they wanted to deliver the letter". This sounded "fishy" at the least - pigs always lie - and I activated the "Peiser Plan" to fail safe position immediately because once you are arrested all contact with the outside world ends.
With the plan activated I called the pigs and they "wanted me to come over to pick up the letter" - of course. I told them to put the letter in the Campus mail, waited a few hours, and them went by the office to "ask for the letter" - the pigs were off guard - and of course there was no letter- but on the desk I saw several legal documents stamped "Court Order" and while the pigs were "thinking" (if pigs think) - I just walked out - but now I knew I was wanted and had only a few hours of freedom before I was found- the pigs were activated now and searching the Campus- to be taken for "God knows what" but whatever it was would not be fun.
I decided to call Irvin Magri - who I went to high school with and who was now heading the police union in New Orleans so that he might check to see if I was facing fictitious charges of some kind or just what the story was. He found out the pigs had orders to take me to the concentration camp and search and seize all my things in the dorm room. Magri suggested that, since he was with the real police, and I could not run away forever and did not have enough money to make it to Canada- that he would get the orders and I would ride with him to the concentration camp - but first we would stop at a phone until I had notified everyone who needed to know what was going on. Magri explained that the police have "instructions" that no person they pick up in this way is to be allowed near a phone - in this way they just 'drop out of sight' and are never heard from again- but since he knew me he would break the rule so that I might have one last chance to communicate with the outside world before "whatever" was done to me.
I activated the Peiser Plan from the fail safe position to full power-
then it was off to the concentration camp for drug torture until (hopefully)
the lawyer could stop the paternalists and set me free again.
PERIOD THREE
INTRODUCTION TO PERIOD THREE
Period three covers the second trip to HB5 and HB6. The contact with the attorney R.J. Skinner, the conspiracy to prevent me from having an attorney, the methods used by the hospital to frustrate attorneys and torture those patients who try to get attorneys - the murder threats by the hospital staff - the drug torture, etc.
LOCKED DOWN IN HB5
So now I was locked down again in HB5. It was about three in the morning- the "wee hours" when people disappear and do not return. Back at Tulane the cops secretly cleaning out my room - searching thru everything - it would be "just an empty room" in the morning, when the other students woke up, and I would have become another "unreason" (in the words of George Orwell).
In the prison there were no doctors on duty - they were all off making it with student nurses or whatever - only the guards who were, as I have said, 100% black and not too polite. The guards came with a glass and said "Drink this" - I knew it was Chloral Hydrate (from the first trip) and that it was standard to make everyone drink it - no doctor had seen me - the staff themselves can give certain drugs which everyone gets no matter what they are charged with. This is called "prn" orders and they apply weather a doctor writes them or not as "hospital routine". So, I said to the guard "That is 'pm' and I do not have to accept it" - this went over big but there is no injectable form of this drug so the guard just gave a mean look and walked away - maybe he drank the shit himself.
In the morning I thought 1 would see some doctor but that was not to be- this had all been arranged in advance and no one even talked to me here- I was just handcuffed and shoved into a station wagon to be sent immediately to HB6- This is what "parole" - which is not called parole but "convalescent leave" means - any time anyone pleases and for any reason you are sent back - no secret trial necessary - you just automatically go. Now, these people had a Judicial commitment but that was for a minor child because I was 20 last time. Now I was 21 - an adult theoretically - a cute technical point but the system knows no rules.
OFF TO THE 'BIG HOUSE' FOR TRIP # 2
So, here I was again, the "mug shot room" and then the "admitting doctor" - of course you are certified "very sick" - you are always "very sick" and then off to the maximum security cell block called Dl. Here, a new guy- he had been there last but I did not have him- named Dr. Billy Graham (sounds like a hallucination - doesn't it) - that was his real name - sat me down for the initial interrogation saying, "You were warned what would happen if you ever refused to take your pills" - I did not have to guess that more pills were waiting - what scared me was that now the character knew that I was actively resistant to "their cause" (for want of a better phrase), and sometimes this was punished by full-duration shock torture and sometimes you die (might be better off if you did). However, this was not to be - they just wanted to drug me again.
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BUDDY'S LETTER
Now, before I left, I had had a chance to tell everyone who I was in contact with what was going on - I trusted that they would figure out to look in Mandeville because the hospitals will not admit to outsiders weather you are an inmate or not. Buddy had called Charity but they said "they never heard of me" - and I was not there now. Fortunately, he had located me in HB6- because they had told him they "would not discuss anything with outsiders" but he had found out anyway. A letter came now. It said "expect a visitor soon" - he had to be non-specific because letters are censored but it was enough to let me know he had found me and that he would now activate the lawyer R.J. Skinner - promise him money or whatever he wanted in exchange for my freedom.
SKINNER COMES TO HB6
The staff were caught off guard the day when Skinner showed up - otherwise they could have drugged me so I was unable to talk at all. Skinner and I sat in the hall- the staff kept away while he was there - he talked about a girl that he had successfully rescued from here - she had been locked up because "her relatives thought that she was spending her money inappropriately" so they locked her up so they could take her money away from her and spend it "appropriately for her"- Skinner said after he got her out she spent all of her money - but so what - it was her money. So we talked like this and then he left to see the "superintendent" - who was a Dr. Young at the time to see about setting me free - however, just like Leonard Calcagno, he never came back and he did not even write me a "dear john" letter.
THE MURDER THREATS BEGIN
I was returned to the locked cell block to face the staff. They now knew I had managed to get a lawyer and they were mad: "That guy was a lawyer you was talkin' to - What do you think you're doin' - You don't call lawyers here- You got any complaints you talk to the doctor - We don't let this happen here, etc." I told them to go to hell.
But, when the evening shift came on, the anger had increased and I was told, "The last guy who called a lawyer here had an accident and died we don't think you're going to bo alive tomorrow - you don't look too good" and with clenched fists the guards just stood around me - everywhere I went they went- just "staring". I wanted to find a way to tell someone ( there was no nurse or doctor now - they only came in the morning - the rest of the time only the guards were there) and then I remembered the "church list" - this was a "church night" and, if I was on the list, to get to the Church I would walk past the main control room where a doctor and nurse always sit. I made the list and when I passed the control room, the nurse who ran the open cell block called A3, Naiomi Smith, was at the command console so I told her what had happened as I passed - the guards could only watch, they had been placed in check.
I lived thru the night and was immediately transferred the next morning to the open cell block A-3. The guards on this cell block are all women - it is the only way to prevent physical abuse of patients to have no male guards allowed. It is significant that this was done because it means that they knew that I was in legitimate physical danger - these people were not "just talking" - otherwise there would have been no need for such a fast transfer. These guards were mad - but they could not come on the open cell block - although I got "looks" when they passed near as if to say "almost - just wait till next time!".
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Now, Dr. Graham said he was "leaving for a few weeks" to go in the hospital for some 'elective type' surgery and he would let Dr. Foret baby sit for his share of patients while he was gone. Dr. Foret was known as the "shock doctor" as this old man put essentially all of his patients on shock and he was mean. He gave orders and did whatever necessary to fulfill them. (Eventually, after I was thru with HB6 - Foret died - after he died shock treatments were stopped at Mandeville but he insisted on them to his last day.) As an example of the "direct nature" of Foret, one guy he approached with a form for him to sign so Foret could get his "blue cross insurance money" - the guy told Foret to forget it - he was being held involuntarily and he would not authorize payment - so Foret just said "You're certified incompetent - shock treatments immediately" and the man was shocked silly and Foret signed the form himself as "authorized representative of an incompetent patient". The poor old guy did not know what a "blue cross" was when they got thru with him. I point out here that I was a bit uncomfortable now because we all knew that this Foret guy was "capable of most anything".
FORET FORBIDS ANY CONTACT WITH MY ATTORNEY
Foret had apparently decided that I would not be calling any lawyer on his time. He could not "order me not to call my lawyer" so he wrote the following order which accomplished the same thing: "Patient may only make phone calls to blood relatives and no one else" - in this way I was stopped from calling Skinner but the official record would not show this "in an obvious way" - however the intent was achieved.
With the lawyer out of the way, Foret now increased the dose of genocide drugs to above the maximum manufactures recommended dose (to 1.25 Grams of the genocide chemical Mellaril). This showed his intentions but had no effect on me personally since I spit the drugs out - it was probably a lethal dose if I had taken it. Then he started adding other drugs - the maximum permitted dose level each time - until I would have been asleep continuously if I had really taken the stuff.
I tried to get other patients who could get to the phone to notify Skinner that the guy was drugging me to death and to do something - one of them got thru but Skinner told him there was nothing he could do that he had called "Foret" and that Foret had told him that he felt I was either Psychotic or Neurotic or maybe both" (the terms are opposites and this is the medical run-around) and that he could get all the other doctors to agree to support whatever he said and that " I would not leave" because all the other staff would back him and he had the power to do as he pleased. There was an indication that Skinner had given up- and I could not call him any more anyway. So, I would wait for Graham to return and be meanwhile at the mercy of the "shock doctor".
CERTIFIED "PSYCHOTIC" FOR BELIEVING IN GOD
The staff got together to fortify its position in case Skinner should
be "for real". I was called for interrogation before all of the doctors
so they cold all back up Foret. Dr. Sneed - a vicious atheist - presided.
It was all over quickly.
Sneed: "We are here to determine if you are sane or insane. They tell us that you have strange beliefs - that you believe in God - Is this true?
Me: "Yes"
Sneed: "Science has not proved that there is any God - you have a belief which is not a proven fact therefore you are Psychotic by definition. You may leave now."
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THE "CHAPLAIN" TURNS OUT TO BE AN ATHEIST AND WAS WITH THE FBI
The trips thru "the system" were full of surprises - I had "just assumed" many things as people do only to be surprised over and over as time went on and you learn the "doublethink system" of the US Society. You would normally expect that a minister would believe in God - right -. wrongo! The Protestant chaplain at Mandeville was a guy named Rev. Baxter M. Pond. I talked with him privately on several occasions thinking that he would disagree with the "party line" that anyone who believed in God was a psychotic. But he did not. He said that "society needs the idea of God to promote good behavior - really, of course, there is no such thing - but it helps people if people like him say there is a God but of course there really is not". Whoopee - ready for the next one - I asked him if he was always a minister - he said no ( he was crippled and limped) that he had been with the FBI (apparently he had been shot) and that now he was disabled and needed a job so he became a minister. In his sermons, he used the Bible to support the official policy of the hospital. For example, he preached "Now, patients, we know from the bible that when Jesus Christ was dying on the cross and they brought him vinegar instead of wine and he drank the vinegar like a man and did not complain so you patients should not complain about drinking your liquid medicine although it tastes bad and then you will be good Christians like Jesus". -This was simply unbelievable and I gave up talking seriously to the man but saw him "just to chat" because it was a method of breaking the boredom. He believed in doctors - said whatever they did was right, etc. and obviously had a secure job.
There was a Catholic chaplain who did not have to believe in God because he knew - he was very old. He told me he had been actively against the system when younger but had gradually been "worn down" - it was against the rules to see this man because you had to be Catholic and I was not - but we would bump into each other occasionally.
PUTTIN' IN TIME
It gradually became obvious that Skinner was not going to do anything for me - I was left to the mercy of these people - really, it was only time being wasted because I had been on open ward since early on and so I had essentially avoided all pills because on open ward you are assumed "Conditioned" and can spit the pills out with little effort.
I eventually assumed a "what the hell" attitude which was apparently the right attitude because the doctors assumed the drugs had turned off my brain and emotions so that I would do whatever they told me - now and later (like after a discharge).
Dr. Graham came back and had "group meetings" where everyone complained about the side effects of all the drugs they had to take - they shook - they trembled - they could not sleep - they could not have sex - they were miserable - their skin was all pealing off (side effect of Thorazine), etc. I did not complain at all because I did not take the drugs and so had no side effects to complain about - but Graham did not know this and so he assumed that "my system had adapted very well to the medication" and he told me how calm I looked now that I was back on drugs and how he was sure now I knew that to take drugs for the rest of my life was the best thing after all - (they talk like this when they are getting tired of seeing you and are in the mood to discharge) ahd so I just to had to agree with him that he was right, etc. - this went on for a few weeks and then I was discharged (but I had one more parole to put in now).
So with this ended period three.
PERIOD FOUR
INTRODUCTION TO PERIOD FOUR
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Period four covers the "revelations from Skinner", the period with Karen and Sev, the decision to force the state to assume financial responsibility, the truth about Tulane and the IDA, the arrest of Claudia, the Tulane set for this time, Tulane groups B4F & B4G with the introduction to Bill and Cris, the fight with the "world's most famous atheist" (Madeline O'Hare), etc.
SKINNER WANTS MONEY
Now, no thanks to Skinner, I was free again and he wanted five hundred dollars for "all his trouble" which he said consisted of a "complete report" on all the things he had learned - I paid the guy - but when I went for the "report" it turned out to be an empty file with a few little notes on odd sized pieces of paper which would mean nothing to me. However, for $500 I did not get completely nothing. Skinner explained that the system (of mental hospitals) is commonly called "paternalism" - in the language of other "isms" like Communism, etc. He said that they had compiled "evidence against me" and so he could not get me out- but he did not say what this "evidence" was. He did say that he had called people at Tulane University and had been told that they considered me "more trouble than I was worth" and wanted me "out of the way" and they considered "the matter closed now because I would never get back in there again" and they were "glad I was thru with", etc. None of this sounded like "events of a suicidal or homicidal nature" which is the legal basis for putting people away and Skinner advised, "You know, you just don't rock the boat in this country" - which is what I was beginning to suspect - mental hospitals are part of a system of political prisons for people who have not broken the law but have "rocked the boat".
I was introduced here to a new classic problem and that is that lawyers are essentially ignorant of medical knowledge. I happened to mention that I was forced to take genocide drugs (Mellaril) which I thought was common knowledge but not to lawyers and I had to go slow with Skinner and explain how everyone is given this drug to protect the state by making them sterile - that the philosophy of the cult is that "once accused of mental illness you should never be allowed to reproduce, etc." but he apparently had never heard that drugs existed to do this. It became a classic problem, and still is, because medicine operates at a level of knowledge above the "average level of consciousness of the society" (so do other specialties and science and religious groups) and therefore it is not generally "obvious" to the uninitiated exactly what they are doing to people - if it was, there would be a public outcry against them.
LEARNING THE ROPES
Unfortunately for the naive, the people in bug houses do not sit around thinking they are "a rose bush" (or whatever) like Mary Hartman, but talk to each other in English like everyone else. Here we compare notes with each other on what is being done to people in general and in other concentration camps across the country - once caught in one state you are "on a list in all other states" and many patients have experience with other state systems of brainwashing. Also, just like in "real prisons in state penitentiaries learn from each other - so do patients. I had learned now that had been stupid to "pay real money" to Tulane University and that I could now force the state to pay my bills thru a "give away" program called "vocational rehabilitation". It seemed "illogical" to that the state would pay tuition to send "hopelessly insane" people to college but they did - so from this point on I made the decision that the money I spent would be the state's and not mine.
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BACK AT HB7 - INTRODUCTION TO SEVERENCE KELLY
Now, older and wiser, I was sent back to the parole board which was called a "mental health clinic". This time the parole doctor was Severence Kelly - a little man with gray hair and a beard (the very picture of what most people think a shrink should look like). He had a group with about ten patients and I was supposed to go to this group. Of course I was given more bottles of pills and of course I never took any of them - my box of pills was increasing now and I had collected many hundreds which I saved thinking I might find some use for them (they had no street value because not too many people want to voluntarily take shit that makes you sterile and shake all over).
I now kept "mentioning" vocational rehabilitation because I knew I could make these fools pay off - and at least I might get something for all of the time they had wasted which was now lost from my life. I say "mentioning" because if you insist on anything a doctor can have you arrested for "sounding violent" - so it was necessary to be a bit diplomatic but they were made aware that I knew what my rights were as far as the give away program was concerned.
THE STATE PAYS OFF
Kelly finally got the message that I wanted them to pay for college and I was sent to a guy named Henry M. Rightor with Vocational Rehabilitation (VR) who sent me to a dude named David D. Clark whose business card said he was a "psychologist for children and adolescents" - I was 22 now, so I don't know why they picked this guy but at any rate he was supposed to "examine me to see if I was intelligent enough to go to college". He found that I was, which was nice, of course so did the College Entrance Examination Board four years ago - but it is always good to be re-assured I suppose.
Now I was set up to go back to Tulane - Phillip Schaefer did not approve of this but Sev ( they called him Sev for short) called the guy and told him that he was a shrink too and he would decide what happened and he had to go along with him.
KELLY AND KAREN
Now we had a quiet little group with older men and women with Sev until he said he planned to "call in a co-therapist" who was a girl social worker named Karen Brown. A girl in the group named Claudia objected to this because Karen worked in the dehumanization program called GAP - I did not go to the dehumanization sessions but she did (don't worry - I get there eventually - but not this time) and in these sessions she was harassed by Karen Brown. Now Karen, on good behavior, but still a prick teasing smart ass bitch type, joined Sev in the group.
CLAUDIA IS ARRESTED FOR SAYING SHE WOULD TALK TO THE PRESS
In the dehumanization sessions where Claudia was sent the objective
was to fill the patient with negative thoughts so that they would feel
worthless and therefore be quiet and noncomtraversial people who would
do as they were told. Karen did this as part of her job. Now
that Karen had joined the group, Claudia - who remembered the harassment
sessions - was not fond of Karen. One day in the group she made the mistake
of telling Karen that she would go tell the press (specifically WDSU-TV
- which was just down the block in walking distance) and tell them the
truth about what was happening here. Immediately she was arrested
- Sev ran for the phone call the pigs- and the staff including Karen physically
prevented Claudia from getting out of the building. It was a warning
to all of us who watched this of the absolute arbitrary power given to
doctors - that they are not afraid to se this power - and that they intend
to keep the truth quiet and get rid of anyone who objects to them or disagrees
with them.
MEDICAL HARASSMENT COMMON PRACTICE AT TULANE UNIVERSITY
Now, with state money this time, I was back at Tulane for B4F and B4G. From other students I learned that medical harassment was becoming common. As we have noted elsewhere - the forced use of mind altering drugs by colleges against students is now prohibited by Federal Law but this was not in effect at that time and new brainwashing drugs were making this method of control look more attractive to "authoritarian type" regimes in public and private sectors. One student, Bill, said that he was under "the threat of commitment"- what had happened is that the two doctors who were heading the brainwashing now - a husband and wife team named Seastruck - had written in advance to parents of kids who they wanted to intimidate and got signatures on consent forms to have them committed - then, they used the forms to threaten the students into taking mind altering dope by telling them that if they refused they would be arrested and the drugs forced on them.N1119 029
[The "Seastruck team" of husband and wife psychiatrists - I believe their names were Jay and Jeromie or something like that - has a pretty unbelievable history. The man routinely raped and otherwise sexually harassed his female patients. Later, the pair got divorced and his x-wife - possibly using her maiden name - reportedly opened a practice of counseling patients who had been sexually abused by a psychiatrist. So, while her x-husband was merrily rapeing all the girls he could get his hands on, his former wife was charging (sometimes the same) patients for abuse counseling. Absolutely amazing!]
The Q-Detail
A special contingent of campus police had been organized into what was known on campus as the "Q-detail"- their job was to hide in bathrooms and capture homosexuals, who were officially classified "sexual psychopaths" at that time, and "arrest them" and then take them to the Seastruck team for brainwashing. If they resisted brainwashing- they were sent to the Tulane Service at Charity Hospital where they were given brainwashing by force - of course now queers are "reclassified as normal" and called "gay" instead of queer and so this would not be done today- but it was at that time. The combination of "secret police", the fact that campus telephones used by students were tapped, the general environment of intimidation of the Vietnam era still persisted here - and it was not the type of environment which one would consider "conducive to higher learning". I did not live in the dorms this semester and so I could avoid the atmosphere of "continuous surveillance" by going home.
The key phrase from George Orwell's "1984" - "Big Brother is Watching You"- was the keynote of this time - and all students came to appreciate exactly what that meant.
TULANE UNIVERSITY AND THE SECRET RELATIONSHIP WITH THE "IDA"
While at Tulane during period two I had taken a political science course with a professor named Rouyer. I now looked this guy up and had a talk with him (in private, of course) about the secret relationship between Tulane University and the US Government which existed during this time and continues today. He knew about the IDA (which stands for the Institute for Defense Analysis) to which the president of Tulane, Hebert Longnecker belonged. Rouyer said that as a political science graduate student he was recruited to join this super secret organization but he had decided against it - he said that the first stage of recruitment consisted of written interrogation about "everything that he did since he was born" (national security check) and that after this he was called to a secret interview with a man who was already an agent - he described the surprise at this interview because he met the man and they walked silently towards what appeared to him to be a bank-type vault - like in the main office of a bank - the vault door opened and inside was a brightly lit room with a conference table and chairs. They entered the room (vault) and the big door closed and there was just him and the secret agent there. Here he was given the "final interview" - if he said "yes" he would "never leave the secret service of the US Government for the rest of his life" - but Rouyer said "NO" - This is the entrance procedure for "joining the Government" - just like the Mafia - once in you do not get out - Hebert Longnecker - the President of the University had gone thru this years ago - but he had said "YES".
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ARGUING WITH THE WORLDS MOST FAMOUS ATHEIST / TULANE BACKS THE ATHEIST
During B4G Madeline O'Hare was invited by Tulane to come to the campus to talk to everyone about atheism - the university as a government front had the official policy of scientific atheism and materialism - which is of course the "party line" for the United States in actual practice.
Now this was a wild broad, Madeline, an old hag with freaky gray hair and all wrinkled up - the thing looked like a bat out of hell - and she stood in the center of the University Center and screamed at students challenging their beliefs and shouting "Don't believe in God because god doesn't give a god-damn about you". This was her slogan, apparently. Most of the kids watching her had been on so many LSD trips to the inner planes out of their bodies that they just laughed at her because they did not have to believe in anything having seen it for themselves.
I told the broad she should be locked up. In the audience were goons hired by O'hare to physically attack anyone who disagreed with her and I was grabbed by one of her body guards but got away - however, being on the "undesirable student list" I now found myself locked up in the University Health Service, where, unknown to me, they had constructed their own cell block - apparently this is where the greenie pigs took the people arrested by the "Q-detail" for "brain washing . Here Philip Schaefer said I was "decompensating" and he was "ordering me held" - I wandered where he got that right but it was an academic point because here I was.
It was late at night again (as usual) when I was locked down in a campus police wagon to be taken - this time to the Tulane section of Charity Hospital (the other times were with the LSU service) for brainwashing Tulane Style.
This proved to be very interesting as I will relate.
PERIOD FIVE
In period five we cover the Tulane (Buddington) service, the Kennedy Assassination Cover-up, the UFO cover-up, the talks with the Government Men, the Top Secrets, the introduction Amy Buttterworth, the inner structure of the National System of Mental Hospitals, the young people of that time who were being destroyed by the establishment, etc.
INTRODUCTION TO BUDDINGTON
I had met Ralph Wells Buddington during period one however he did not remember this and I was now taken to him under guard in a little office in Charity. He was in command of the Tulane Residents in Psychiatry at that time and was to be "supposedly" watching the students so that they did not get too far out of line in brainwashing and kill too many patients. He is not there as of current because, so the word is, "he talked too much and leaked too many secrets" - this may be true and I feel sure the system will regret the top secret information I learned from him because it is still top secret as of current and I will discuss it here as well as elsewhere in this report.
Buddington said he had orders from the University to hold me. There was no commitment this time - no legal orders and I did not sign anything to consent to be held. Buddington said he was a "Super Q" agent of the US Government and had the power to do "whatever he wanted" regardless of any law state or federal or the US Constitution because he was "an agent enforcing the National Security". We know now that his main assignment was to brainwash people in this area who had information on the Kennedy Assassination so that they would be
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I asked Buddington what kind of residents he had - he had four of them - and he told me I could have the pick of the litter - there were three boys and one girl and I picked the girl - Joyce Jean Lemons - who was on a disability scholarship - she had both of her legs cut off and rolled around in a wheel chair and said she was from Tennessee - she had floppy red hair, light brown eyes, and was basically dumb but learning fast.
TULANE NOTIFIES LEMMONS THAT "I WILL NEVER RETURN"
Tulane called Lemons and told her "to make sure I was finished and never returned" and she preceded with brainwashing. Fortunately, the only drug she knew was Stelazine but she was wild and ordered me to be shot up with the maximum dose of the stuff every six hours 24 hours a day - "just to make sure I was taking it". She was oblivious to the fact that she had no legal permission to hold me and when I told her she was guilty of False Imprisonment she simply smiled and said "that would be true if you were competent - so I am declaring you incompetent and now I can do whatever I want to you". According to Lemmons the procedure for declaring someone incompetent was to say "you're incompetent" - ahd that was that. Again an academic point because the hospital guards hold people by brute force and since there is no way to communicate with the outside world and no one would help you if you could communicate with the outside anyway it is of little practical use to know your rights because you will not get them.
THE POLITICAL PRISONERS
The people on the Buddington Service were mainly political prisoners - people who knew too much and were destined to be destroyed by the Government.
The Kennedy People
There were a "bunch" of people - mostly young - who were talking all about the Kennedy Assassination. Some of these had been arrested and brought here from other states. They were all labeled "schizophrenic" and were being "treated" until they "admitted to themselves" that "the things they knew about the Kennedy Assassination were figments of their imagination and not true". When they were confused enough from the drugs and constant interrogation to say this over and over again - they were let go. None of them was apparently a key witness - or they would have never gone free.
The Man Scheduled for BRAIN SURGERY
There was a man who we came to call "The Soldier" who was in some service and was being held because the Government had ordered him given brain surgery to "make him cooperative" - whatever that means - the surgery would be a pre-frontal lobotomy and was to be done by Dr. Heath who does weird things to people. I saw the man before surgery - lord knows what he was after surgery but he said (he was rather calm and resolved to his fate) that he was given "no choice" and was "under orders" (from the US Government).
THE FBI MAN
There was a very old man who was apparently with the FBI. The reason I felt he was with the FBI was because when we were all stripped naked to take showers I noticed that on this man's side, at a level just above the belt line, was tattooed the letters "FBI" in about 6 to 8 inch high black letters. Since people who join these type of Government services "never leave the service of the Government" - apparently the Government likes to "mark its property for identification". The man was apparently here because he was becoming senile and had to be kept on ice so he would not be loose in the streets babbling secret information.
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Q-273
Another man said he was Q-273 - that was his secret agent number. He explained the structure of the National Security which is discussed elsewhere and he also gave the true story on why there are Mental Hospitals. He explained - with pride - that "Psychiatrists are trained to have the power to 'instantly negate' any 'psychic powers' and that